I know some people in my circle who stay on their hustle day after day
I know the total sum equates to struggle
Working to survive some people have a 9-5
Things we have to do everyday to stay alive
B money means water and food
A place to sleep
And all the amenities fruits of your labor you'd like to reap
Loved ones weep whenever times get harder
Feeling like it's all on your shoulders you wish to be martyr
Move smarter
Be a fire starter understood
Actions make wishes come true, I wish I could
Save the people closest to me from their debts and all their stressors
Looking at my grandmother's pills upon the dresser
Herbal medicate dedicated , the David amongst Goliaths
I'm the highest your weak flows won't suffice
Passion of the Christ a new era on the earth
Son of man and woman
It's the rebirth
Paint the picture perfectly
And scar the trees that nurture me
I doubt they've ever heard of me
A grain of sand beneath the sea
Waves crash at my crass outlook
This path scarred by my past has me shook
Whats the math for fast cash and open books
Last chance for plans smashed by my own hand
And shameful looks
Hard to walk this line
When i know I'm lying when i say i'm fine
But its hard to admit
Its hard to sit still palms itching staring at forgotten pill
And open bottles with my lips imprinted on the brim
Is it a sin to covet the promise of death
No need to answer my rhetoric
Cuz I'm scared of the answers
That'll come of it
I wish this was a product of my love for this
Not fueled by hopelessness
It plauges my mind like locusts looking for nourishment
No wonder I'm driving in circles all I got left
Is the left