Tonya Boyd-Cannon - Didnt It Rain Lyrics

When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore
When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore

I feel like I'm missin out
Memories in my head now
Go through the great mind
Climb down the grapevine
Build a house inside my mind
I'm a product of whatever I think
I wanna put my head down in the sink
Turn up the cold water and hopefully I never come up
People are telling me never give up
Stress is weight I cannot lift it up
No amount of praise can come lift me up
I hate the pain like enough is enough
I'm a failure not a prodigy
My momma is never proud of me
The devils attackin me constantly
It's like when I move I just move in place
By move in place I mean I never move
I need space ya I hate this dude
This guy and I do not compute
I'm confused about what I should do
I'm drowning in sorrow and music don't help
I'm all by myself and I'm trapped in a hell
I thought of myself, I would shout out for help, even God cannot hear me yell

When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore
When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore

Nobody really cares about me
Not my friend nor my family
Even the one who died for me
Is nowhere to be seen so

When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore
When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore
When it rains and when it pours
I stay inside and lock my door
I close my eyes, I'm on all fours
I can't stand the pain anymore

Is anybody out there
I could really use the help
Is anybody out there
I could really use your help