I know I can feel the chills when I'm off the pills
I'm not there
Cold and calculated
I feel like machines
I feel the medicine in my spleen
Tried lean a couple times
Mixed the pink with the lime
Made me feel slow when I wanna go fast
I'm still tryna run away from my past
Smoking weed since the sixth grade it was f*cking up my bag
I had to quit that
Tripping of the cid it made me crazy and f*cked up my back
I had to quit that
Focused on the addy but I was focused on the wrong things
I had to quit that
Sipping on Bacardi drown in misery over past things
I should quit that
They say go get you a bag but
When I'm out here grinding they wanna talk bad
I know you want my money
Shorty I'm not that funny
So why the fake laughs
Ten toe express everyday didn't have the funds for the uber and the cab
My bad if I sound sad
Using drugs for my scars I'm picking at my scabs
Momma tired of seeing cigarette ash
Smoking weed since the sixth grade it was f*cking up my bag
I had to quit that
Tripping of the cid it made me crazy and f*cked up my back
I had to quit that
Focused on the addy but I was focused on the wrong things
I had to quit that
Sipping on Bacardi drown in misery over past things
I should quit that
I can't deal with exes
Toxic bitch
Why the f*ck did she leave that message
Her name we don't mention
Focused on redemption
Past mistakes come back to haunt you with a different face
My name they wanna deface
So since I'm the bad guy let's up the murder rates
Smoking weed since the sixth grade it was f*cking up my bag
I had to quit that
Tripping of the cid it made me crazy and f*cked up my back
I had to quit that
Focused on the addy but I was focused on the wrong things
I had to quit that
Sipping on Bacardi drown in misery over past things
I should quit that