Got too much time on my hands
I feel so f*cking bored
Maybe I'll try religion
Maybe say f*ck the lord
I wanna lose my shit
I wanna go insane
I spent too much time working
Towards some better days
I miss when I was f*cked up
I miss when I hated myself
Life's better this way now surely
But damn this shit gets boring
Do you know what I would do to be
A little more talented
A little less callous
Its all new to me
Its on you to be
On you to be
Do you really wanna be like that?
Would you really go back?
F*cked up for days on end
Wish we'd gone mad
I lost my mind
Once or twice
You think I've learned but I'm still blind
I don't see
I can't tell why I
I miss when I was f*cked up
I miss when I hated myself
Life's better this way now surely
But damn this shit gets
I miss when I was f*cked up
I miss when I hated myself
Life's better this way now surely
But damn this shit gets boring