TOPOH - Soul Searching Lyrics

Its getting late, I'm sitting thinking with my intuition
Been feeling lost I think its time to take an exhibition
Looking in your eyes they're glistening
Yelling cause you never listen
Switching up my actions just so I can feel something different
I know, I know, I can be so complicated
Oh its so overrated
Changing my own colors of the picture of me that you painted
In your mind hallucinating
I'm not good at waiting, I've always been impatient
Its getting crazy, they keep telling me these things, I know that
I should go and change
My soul feels better when it rains
'Cause then me and the skies are both feeling this pain
I've been broken, baby I've been smoking
Can you hear these words coming out as I'm choking
I know I was chosen
You were standing frozen
Whenever I needed you the most in the moment

I'm soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I was so certain, now I'm soul searching
I'm soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I was so certain, now I'm soul searching

Yeah, you know that you're guilty playing innocent
Man these feelings always getting so intricate
I admit, not always the best at being intimate
I admit, baby I can tell that you're not into it
Always try to tell myself I'm feeling better
Sitting in the dark reading through old letters
Nostalgic, reliving how I felt about you
Tell myself not to think about it but I still do
I've been thinking 'bout you baby
I've been thinking 'bout you lately
Thinking 'bout you baby
I've been thinking 'bout you lately
Breathe without you
I can't even breathe without you baby
Breathe without you
I can't even breathe without you baby
I try to drown but I know that I'll float
So I make myself a beat and scream the words that I wrote
Yeah, feeling pretty like autumn
Looking at the view from the bottom

I'm soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I was so certain, now I'm soul searchingI'm soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I'm soul searching, soul searching
I was so certain, now I'm soul searching