NEVER GET USED TO IT Video (MV)

Last time, last time
I can't catch my breath, no, no
Holding on to every single word you said
Did you really know me, or were you just lonely
Left me with broken thoughts
Look into my eyes, tell me pretty lies
A line I should've never let you cross
I was so dumb to think that I'd be numb by now
But I'll never get used to it
No, no
No, I'll never get used to it
No, no
Always got caught up in all of your drama
You made me feel so alone
Broken and bruised, I smile back at you
Cause I'm not a fool to your throne, no
And you said last time was the last time
Til you did it again
I'm glad you did, cause I would have missed
This life I'm now living
But I'll never get used to it
No, no
No, I'll never get used to it
No, no
You caused the pain, then I caught the shame
Oh, what a silly game it's been
We scream and we fight, gaslight me then cry
You think that you're winning
No, no
No, I'll never get used to it
No, no
I was so dumb to think that I'd be numb by now
But I'll never get used to it