A one sided fight you've lived to hate
To kill the noise, it's all you can take
Ignore what's good for me
To sacrifice all expectation
All the time to let it slip
But not enough to crawl back up to
Seclusion where you can live
Away from the green gaze of envy's eyes
They can't know
What you never say
(Lone nights)
Left to my own device
(Long days)
Worse in every way
No clear line of morality
You'll let yourself become what you hate
Going back on your word
Clear that your faith's lost all it's meaning
Always yearn for something more
Fixate yourself where you're not needed
Bared soul for security
Play with house money, nothing's on the line