Torn Out - Smother Lyrics

I have no justification
For the negative thoughts in my head
No reason for being so broken down
Take no pity
Prey on me as you will
I am a dead f*cking being
An abomination
A menace to society
Constantly dragging down
The ones that I love
Who are you to tell me
That what I feel isn't real
And who are you to tell me
How I'm supposed to deal
I never had a f*cking reason
For these feelings of depression
Constantly weighing me down
Bearing this weight upon my shoulders
Why is it that I can't see the bright side of things
I make an effort to
Spew negativity
Relentlessly retracing
The bad side of things
Sometimes the voices in my head
Overpower the ones that mean the most
My thoughts get the best of me
Sometimes I can't begin to cope
I know what I need to do
To be the man you need
I just hope I don't let
My anxiety get the best of me
I just hope I can fight through my demons
They eat away at me