Pain Addict Video (MV)

(aw torns)
I'm addicted to the pain you put me through
I don't know why i love you but i do
I try to run away but without you
I'm broken
I'm falling into pieces
I'm choking
I'm talking to the ceiling
Paranoia's got me scared to get high
There's a monster inside of me, it's burried alive
I'm off the deep end, do you dare me to dive
Ripped out my heart and i barely survived
Right from the start i was there when you cried
I'm way too high, i've wasted
Way too much time, i hate it
My feelings were in disguise, i know it's harder to fake it
The devil was in your eyes but i believed i could change it
A 40 to your dome if you try to leave me a lone
Another 40 to my skull if you leave me here on my own
Your heart is like my wrist
I guess that bitch on froze
And from the day i met you it was all my fault
I'm addicted to the pain you put me through
I don't know why i love you but i do
I try to run away but without you
I'm broken
It was all my fault
Listened to my instincts
Turned me to a ghost
Only you can make me take my armor off
You used to be my saftey, used to be my cross
And i thought you would save me
I thought you was god
Wishing for an end
We'd all be better off
It's easy to pretend, but i never forgot
That everything we had is gone
We'd be gazing stars in the backyard
Party, party go hard
Everything we had once, lost in an instance
Drink another beer to take away the fear
Shed another tear and let it all disappear
I'm addicted to the pain you put me through
I don't know why i love you but i do
I try to run away but without you
I'm broken
I'm addicted to the pain you put me through
I don't know why i love you but i do
I try to run away but without you
I'm broken