Torvik - Real Thing Lyrics

I'mma take you for a ride
I want you to see the other side
You hold on to anything in sight
I'll say what I say and you decide
You decide if you want to believe me
I'mma open up my heart will you receive me
I'mma show you all the ways that I've been bleeding
How I fake it through the life that I've been leading
I just want a little bit of clarity
I don't want your sympathy or charity
I just want to feel like you are hearing me
I hope you're hearing me
Give me just a moment and I'll break it down
Sorry if when I say it I'm breaking down
Mumble when I tell it but I'm speaking out
At least I'm speaking out
Now the words are flowing like Brunello
All the feelings come in waves, I'm waving back like hello
Mind is slipping, I got the stability of Jello
Everything is rising, want to scream it with a bellow
I just want a little bit of clarity, but this disparity is what's despairing me
You said do you want freedom, I said I do like I'm marrying
But nothing seems to change the fact I'm taking hits like battery
I'm draining like a battery
Can it be that all there is is right in front of me
I say that knowing everyone I know will all make fun of me
You think you know the truth 'til every lie you know starts gunning you
You're telling me to stand for everything that I believe but I believe in you
And it's hard to stand when you've been broken and beat down
And I don't understand why my heart is a ghost town
Try to manufacture a reaction to fit in
But all the words seem bland when I try to convey 'em
I know by what I'm speaking I may seem like a heretic
But I know I cannot be the only one feeling this
All I want is clarity to know you're the real thing
All I want is the real thing