Tosheem - End Like This Lyrics

Never thought it'd be like this or had to end this way
We had plans on being rich (Now you watching from the bench)
Had to leave you in trenches like f*ck everything
They say its war don't come outside well we on everything
I get high off of drugs then I meditate
(Wonder who gon be there to meet me at them heaven gates)
Sometimes I try to hide from God but he know everything
They say its war don't come outside, well we on everything

Sometimes when I'm in my feelings I get in this mode
Got baptized 3 years ago felt I had to cleanse my soul
Now I feel I'm pure as gold but my heart still cold
And you reap what you sow so I creep on the low

Before you catch ever me slipping know we keep them poles
They say its war outside and it bring alot of violence
Niggas dien for no reason a whole lotta non sense
As long as the opps alive then its bodies dropping

Looking over my shoulder the devil creeping on me
Don't wake these niggas up keep letting em sleep on me
Cause when i pop out on fire they gon have to heat up off me
Nigga aint break off of nothing but was eating off me

Thats why I don't got no love f*ck what you been through
Real niggas never needed to convince you
You gotta stand up on yo own when the world against you
Cause ya two feet is the only ones standing with you

Never thought it'd be like this or had to end this way
We had plans on being rich (Now you watching from the bench)
Had to leave you in trenches like f*ck everything
They say its war don't come outside well we on everything
I get high off of drugs then I meditate
(Wonder who gon be there to meet me at them heaven gates)
Sometimes I try to hide from God but he know everything
They say its war don't come outside, well we on everything