Toshokan - Insomniac (feat. Valen & Scum) Lyrics

Looking over the harbor
Sitting on the rocks
I don't wanna harm her
But I'm lost
And I whisper in her ear
That I'll never disappear
But I know I'm wrong
I made you wanna die would you look at that
F*cked up dickhead, you ain't coming back
Better off stuck an insomniac
I'm better off stuck and insomniac
I can't change anything about you
And I know I won't ever doubt you
But do you feel like you'll even know me
Better than you will ever hate me
I made you wanna die would you look at that
F*cked up dickhead, you ain't coming back
Better off stuck an insomniac
I'm better off stuck and insomniac
I can trust no-one
Why you gotta take the fun away from me
I don't want life or a wedding ring
I just want a girl that will notice me for me
Because of my flow, they don't wanna meet
I guess I'll just stay in bed at home like the old me
When the phone ring
I don't know what to do so I throw it and I wonder why they call me
Why you wanna talk to me
Why you wanna talk to me
Why you wanna talk to me
That familiar feeling of sad and lonely
When they ghost me
I guess I'm the one that told me so
Why you gotta be like that?
I can't be attached
I don't wanna be around while you stab my back
I could give you everything if you let me finish
Always at loss, it's like I'm never winning
It's like I'm never f*cking winning in the end
I thought I needed you, but maybe I need a friend
I've been waiting so long for this to all just end
I've been waiting so long for this to all just end
I thought I needed you, but maybe I need a friend
I made you wanna die would you look at that
F*cked up dickhead, you ain't coming back
Better off stuck an insomniac
I'm better off stuck and insomniac