Total Vampire - Anxiety Lyrics

I got anxiety I be feelin' like a pussy nigga tryin' me
Nightmare on elm street I'm paranoid when I sleep
You gotta look both ways you might die in the streets
You might huh
My therapist asked me if I wanted to live then she died a year later
I was paranoid I was goin' through it I had a job as a waiter
My body was in critical condition I needed a savior
I went through hell through that facility
But it was karma for what I did to my enemies
Look in the mirror this what trauma had did to me
I was in the ER room they said my heart skipped a beat
Damn I didn't know how strong I was until I went through some shit
I didn't know how wrong I was until I hit me a lick
Contemplated suicide but I didn't commit
I've been betrayed some shit you just can't forgive
I changed my ways but there's still shit I can't forget
Resurrected but there's moments that I can't relive
I hear a symphony and then I put my pain on it
How you slide with a nigga then put the blame on him?
I got anxiety I be feelin' like a pussy nigga tryin' me
Nightmare on elm street I'm paranoid when I sleep
You gotta look both ways you might die in the streets
That's anxiety that's anxiety I got anxiety I got anxiety anxiety
She said he green-bae so we gotta pack him
I Wasn't always this way I turned to a bastard I turned to a mastermind
Can't solve these ex-files beam' make a nigga flip like Simone Biles
I be paranoid but I'd rather be
I knew niggas who wasn't it turned to tragedies
I put it in her bag like some batteries
Dead bodies In my pocket that's them casualties