Escape with Alcohol
Numbing myself
Losing control
Can't thinks straight
My mind is caged
Losing myself
Feeling drained
Am I gonna be ok?
Or is this where it ends
Someone help me
I feel dead
Drinking all night
Can't feel right
Trying to feel high
But I'm dead inside
This is my reality
Became what I never wanted to be
Every day feels the same
But it's hell
In a different way
Drinking to escape
I just wish
I could change
Drinking all night
Can't feel right
Trying to feel high
But I'm dead
Dead inside
Don't wanna feel
Like it was real
Someone help me
This isn't who I wanna be
Someone help me
This is not
Not my reality
Drinking all night
Can't feel right
Trying to feel high
But I'm dead
Inside
Don't wanna feel like it was real
Here I am trying to heal