Traa - Forever Ain't A Long Time Lyrics

Forever ain't a long time
I thought you was with me, we was sitting on the sidelines
Telling me it's alright, yeah it's all fine
Now I f*cking lose it every time I pass your street sign
Forever ain't a long time
Living with the words that you said in my mind
And I try to fight it
But I've been f*cked up
It's hard to hide
And last time that I saw you, I was kinda doing alright
Last time that I saw you, I had been sober for a real long time
Now I'm getting f*cked up every night
Rolling up the weed, roll it hella tight
Mixing up the drugs, hope it do me right
And I don't see a reason in sight to
Keep going, keep moving
I've been in my head, I gotta prove it
Been f*cked up, been too gone
Everything that I had now it's lost
I've been looking at my life and I wonder what's the cost
Everyone that loved me in the past, either dead or gone
Everything I ever did for you, didn't matter now it's lost
And it really f*cked me up
Cause I promise that you meant a lot to me
Forever ain't a long time
I thought you was with me, we was sitting on the sidelines
Telling me it's alright, yeah it's all fine
And I f*cking lose it every time I pass your street sign
Forever ain't a long time
Living with the words that you said in my mind
And I try to fight it
But I've been f*cked up
It's hard to hide
Forever ain't a long time
I've been f*cked up in the back of my mind
Trying to find
Reasons that you and I couldn't have worked
I got this liquor and blood on my shirt
I just been here
I been questioning my f*cking worth
(My grandma told me that I need some church)
Forever ain't a long time
I thought you was with me, we was sitting on the sidelines
Telling me it's alright, yeah it's all fine
Now I f*cking lose it when I see your street sign
Forever ain't a long time
Living with the words that you said in my mind
And I try to fight it
But I've been f*cked up
It's hard to hide