Trace. & Mello - This Time Lyrics

I sit alone in the dark
My mind is going bizarre
Shouldn't have left me alone
I feel it run through my bones
This gon' be a wild night
Never in my life have I ran this quick
F*ck man, I must've really lost my shit
But everybody knew that this was bound to happen
When everybody telling me that I should give up rapping
F*ck that, can't quit because I'm in too deep
And everybody mad because I'm trying to do me
I'm a little f*cked up and I'm out of my head
But I'm going to keep this shit going 'til the day that I'm dead, hey

Runnin' round to get somewhere that's nowhere to find
I gotta feeling that I'm losing every piece of my mind
This might sound crazy and I don't know why
But I'm enjoying every single f*cking second this time
Yeah, and I ain't ever felt more alive in my life
So I sit back and sip patron
Yeah, I'm right where I belong
And it might feel wrong but I'm feeling so right

I can't shake the feeling that it's about to happen
That I'ma make a killing
I got dreams at night being in front of millions
I wake up stressed out yelling at the ceiling, yeah
Where will my life go?
Will I ever be on my own?
After the last two years, seeing how that went, I pray to God that I die old
I signed up for this (Yeah I know)
But I ignored the cost
Now it's out of control (how so?)
Because it's way too late to just stop
Now they looking at me different
Wondering if I'ma fall or of I'ma kill it
They all losing their minds saying I'm one in a million
But f*ck y'all, look ma, yeah I finally did it

Runnin' round to get somewhere that's nowhere to find
I gotta feeling that I'm losing every piece of my mind
This might sound crazy and I don't know why
But I'm enjoying every single f*cking second this time
Yeah, and I ain't ever felt more alive in my life
So I sit back and sip patron
Yeah, I'm right where I belong
And it might feel wrong but I'm feeling so right

You signed up for this
Now it's out of control
But no one understands you?
Wait, wasn't that the goal?
You write songs about it don't you?
Yeah, I guess
But you don't understand that I write these f*cking songs to get this off of my chest
And If it wasn't for this music, then where would I be?
I'm tired of being tied down, okay, now I'm breaking free
No more running in circles
I think that I'm losing my mind
Yeah, I might be a little f*cked up
But I promise I'ma be just fine, yeah

Runnin' round to get somewhere that's nowhere to find
I gotta feeling that I'm losing every piece of my mind
This might sound crazy and I don't know why
But I'm enjoying every single f*cking second this time
Yeah, and I ain't ever felt more alive in my life
So I sit back and sip patron
Yeah, I'm right where I belong
And it might feel wrong but I'm feeling so right