Let's talk about it.
Yeah, I think you see it now
I'm gonna be around
Everyday
From that sun up
Till that sun touch down
Ya'll looking for me
Everywhere
And in who ever you encounter
So please tell me what the f*ck you found
Yeah
Yeah, I know it's always quiet
I don't ever hear a sound
But I need to hear something
Even if it's your f*cking assumptions
That have you on your toes jumping'
I'm talking alcohol consumption.
Yeah
Yeah, my pain translates from my fears
And I know it shouldn't take me getting drunk
Just to talk about my feels
But f*ck it, we here so let's cheer
And I need you to know something
Alcohol allowed me to be vulnerable
Even at times, atonable
And I know I am capable of any and everything
And I know once I make it
I won't get caught up on just any and everything
F*ck that lust and that bling bling
Wrapped around some of ya'll necks like a noose
Caught up in the public views
Man, people like that I had to cut loose
You mother f*ckers got a couple loose screws
And looking to strangers for what to do
If I ever start acting crazy
Yeah, I pray that my loved ones tell me
"What the f*ck has gotten into you?"
"Baby Boy you need to shine through, cause I only see you. Push through!"
Yeah them outside opinions always seem so misconstrued
Yeah they always pick and choose
But once they go against me
Then they always gone lose
Cause ima do what I gotta do
I got so much to prove,
TO MYSELF
And I know now
I no longer have to do all things, by myself
But man, I be so reluctant to ask for help
AND
Lately I've been having late night conversations, with myself
AND
I've been worrying less about others and more about myself
AND
Since I stopped putting others above myself
I've had the opportunity to understand and really begin to love myself
Trust, I'll always have the upper hand
No matter the hand that I'm dealt
AND
I ain't moving funny
I just stopped giving a f*ck
About how a lot of ya'll f*cking felt
Cause lotta shit change when you grown
Lotta true colors be revealed from the unknown
That cannot just go unshown
And If I ever voluntarily walked up out your life
Trust, It was for good reason
Nine times out of ten
You was probably the real reason
That I'm Leaving
Bitch