Falling Video (MV)

I lied about my age the first time that we met
I remember that you showed me how grimy it gets
My head's a mess, start to obsess over sex
Used to steal my uncle's old cassettes
But surfing the web, I cast a wider net
The loosest ones wear the tightest dress
Caught me trapped in her spider web
All the things I might've said
Stay stuck inside my head
It's hard to let you go, after what you did to me
Stimulate my visual, couldn't get rid of you
Ever since you went digital destroying the original
I wonder what got into you
Got into me, no sympathy
Always do it to myself, can't help it
Hate when I get jealous and you tell me that I'm selfish
I guess I should've known
That we'd never be alone
I tried to give you a ring
But you don't pick up the phone
You looking too young to be acting that grown
Falling down
(I'm Falling)
I'm falling down
(Down)
Falling down
(I'm Falling)
I'm falling down
(Down)
I'm falling now and it's deeper than ever
Gotta keep it together
A couple weeks since we met up
If I don't sleep, then I'm better
Sometimes I don't want to get up
My Momma never forgive me
Just hit the gas when I'm empty
All these women are tempting
But tell me where is it ending
There's no repairing my engine
I knew the ledge
I used to edge asphyxia
Now I'm only lucky my computer's dead
Tried so many times
And I always do my best
Can't be getting hammered
With my screwed up head