TraeDio - Younger Me (20) Lyrics

I'm still tryna grown as a man
Stay focused just stick to the plan
Main Vamp
TraeDio
Da Dunn
Matter a Fact this Dauntrae speakin to you
This a letter to my younger self
Huh
This to the younger me and this a story how we grow up
Yeah we been going through a lot but it never make us fold up
And you growing as a person as a man
You don't have the answers to it all so it's best you leave it in Gods hand
Love is something that we still tryna to get right
Our fingers crossed hoping that one day we get it right
And they told us "Don't look for it cause it really come to you"
But you so impatient you be looking before it, don't give it time to come to you
And momma always told us "love the same person who love you"
But if you ain't feeling them enough then momma, what you want me do
Had so many ups and downs
Yeah I'm growing up right now, but still be feeling down
Make a habit on ghosting the town
Flashbacks thinking about that time when I was fourteen
Young nigga you been going true a lot, plus you was off the lean
Plus you had them suicidal thoughts
An momma and ya pops didn't even know that you had thoughts of blowing out ya damn brain
Me thinking bout it, yeah I'm really stun
Can't believe it was a time I thought bout killing myself, when I posed to be having fun
But I guess, you just grow up fast
Fast living yeah, I thinkin bout my future but my mind just stuck up on the past
Talk about the past I had one or two females hold it down
If you was mature enough, you would've told them stick around
But it wasn't them it was you, you was moving like a clown
Talking to too many females now look, nun around
Appreciate what you got whiles it here, cause when it's gone you want get it back you gotta accept that
You gotta live with that
And couple times you try to double bacc
Don't do it again cause that love you won't get it bacc
We been depressed before we feel anxiety too
Yune surround yourself with to much people who ain't for you
But you still don't open up cause you feeling they don't understand you
But we open up to who real,
Shush won't say no name
I'm so in love with you
You still tryna find who you
I'm so in love with you
You still tryna find who you
You still tryna grow as a man
Stay focus just stick to the plan
Don't give up
Don't give up
Pick your head up get back in the game
You been hurt but you use to pain
Walk alone through the rain
And they say "God give his toughest battles, to his strongest soldiers"
I'm just hoping we survive
Had so much dreams a young nigga die
Our cuz stab up us in the front but it's still love
That's a dream that we just got wake up from
We make it pass 18, thanking God that we still here
I know 20 gone be good to us July 9th, that's the date right there
Plus we tatted too
Momma ain't told nothing but she say" you gotta go to God for you"
We laugh it off but that's the true
Okay, back to business
You lost your heart as a youngin but they ain't seeing that
You still trying to show love but they ain't feelin that
You gotta learn the second that they notice, that you care to much they start to careless,
I'm tired just lay me to rest
Like why we open up again and now we hurting once again
You tryna hide from pain, but you can't out run the outcome in the end
Who issa goofy?
Vamps and Apes you know that's all I'm with
These my real emotions and Ion had to write this shit