Trap Qweezy - Therapy Lyrics

I run it up, go pay my tithes, I'm trying to buy a blessing
Trying to gain power over my mind cause I'm so tired of stressing
Big bro told me just believe in yourself, quit second guessing
Take every loss and turn it to a lesson Trying to beat this depression
Get in my mode and I don't speak I'm only human but shit crying make me feel
So weak Keep having dreams of me getting murked and
I can't up the heat Popping this X, gotta stay up, I'm trying
To avoid my sleep I'm in a battle with myself, feel like I'm
All alone I got a baby and a baby daddy but I still
Got them hoes Everybody wanna ask me questions, I tell
Them touch they nose All this pain made me numb, I got an empty
Soul I'm chasing my goals, I know that I'm the
Best All this stress is starting to get old
Feel like I'm in a test, I keep my faith and I never fold
If niggas ain't with me now, then they can't come around
It be the people closest to you, be the ones that let you down
Watch how everybody treat you when you up and when you down
Seem like everybody leeching so that's why I don't come around
I miss my daughter every day, I hate that we got so much space
I call you every day, just to hear your voice and see your face
Niggas ain't felt the pain I felt, they don't know how much pain I take
What you know about trying to go to sleep and you ain't even ate
Trying to fake it, walking around, acting like everything okay
Keep trying to change but I'm so stuck in my ways
Pouring tequila in my lemonade You get a bag, they wanna cut just like a
Taper fade That bitch bad, she wanna f*ck but I'm in
The trap today I told lil' bro just punch me in, I got
A lot to say It's one of them days, ayy
Cheat on my bitch and she just never left How I'm supposed to respect somebody who
Don't respect they self How the f*ck you don't support me but you
Ask for help Why you keep taking all these risks, I had
To ask myself Why I keep trying to do what's right but
It keep going left How you let them kill your brother and you
Ain't even step Lost my lil' sister, that was my first time
Dealing with death It hurt me bad, I still wonder why I'm here
For real