Trapped in Thought - My Calendar Lyrics

Your touch was all I craved
I've been away for months and it seems like things are better off this way
But I feel that things are far from over
Do you know how it feels to fall
For a
Perfect person
A perfect image

I've been deceived and I fear
For anyone that has to
Feel like me
I've been deceived by the ones I loved

Am I consumed
By your departures
Am I consumed
By your departures

Your deepest interests
You're now
A haunting within in my room

But now it's got me thinking
It's got me f*cking thinking
What was it that I had to give?
To be apart of something special
Passing seasons leaves me weak and deprived
Can you seek pride in what you now are
You're just another day marked off inside my eternal calendar
Sources and forces
Haunt these walls where I rest my head

Am I consumed by your departures
Your deepest interests
You're now
A haunting within in my room

Feed me your hate and realize that you're dead inside like me

Am I consumed by your departure
You're deepest interests
You're now just a haunting within my room

Feed me your hate
Feed me your hate
And realized your dead inside like me
Feed me your hate and realize You're destroying hearts
You're destroying hearts
Earning you're vile satisfaction
Feed me your hate
Feed me your hate
And realize, you're destroying hearts