Writing me off like a joke, choke then
Take a seat, take a breather old man
Run back to the Klan
Bitches getting hit, first day
First thing ima' choose is killing you
Drug abuse, now I'm feeling so loose
I could push your shit back, knock your kid back
Come and get me pussy, address at this spot
Bothering bitches, you bothering me
I'm the biggest and the loudest you'll see
Preaching words but you cannot coerce yourself
Helping you helping yourself; Kill yourself
Spent $180 to keep my position, you must've missed it, kiss her, kiss her pussy
Thoughts of going broke, almost took the. route
Whenever in doubt, smoke it away
The pain never change, think that I'm positive, wait
Running out of options
Don't think I can top this
Worst that I got
Ain't got a father or brother to hold
You told me this shit would get you get better, you better
You promised this shit would get better
You promised this body was holy
You promised, stop it
I can't take all these promises, stop it
Taking a rest, I might stop trying
I'm tired of waking up crying
I fill in the silence
With subtle attempts or a smoke
But I'm broke
Can't afford to go out like this
I'll just let shit pass
I'm a pacifist
Letting my life go (where do I go?)
Where do we go? I don't have hope
Giving up all of my dreams
And still ain't seen my DAW in eight months
Holy f*ck
This is it, I might end all guns
Caving in, but been buried enough
Hey there lonely, nice to meet you
Barely get to see you on the daily
You rarely say"Hey" when you moved across the state
Found peace in my blade
Slay a serpent approaching, I'm choking
I'm choking
Can't believe my mind decaying rapidly
Feeding myself tragedy cause half of me is glad to be
Writing notes when no one's looking
Booking a flight till' I'm out of sight of my bloodline
Ain't got much left
Don't gotta check on a niece or a brother
Can't even hug my own father or mother
Looking back, kind of wish I was smothered
Now I don't know how to skate
How do I move out of state?
Can barely say my own name
Getting high so I don't feel the same
Just get me out of this place-