Taking a piss I might rest here
Eyes are so weak I could start off this year
By killing myself I could kill all my fears
Bloom and the blur tell me they are near
But I don't hear a word that they say
Too complacent and I'm so outlandish
Even though I tore myself away from a thousand faces
You can't phase me anyway
No, it's like contagion
Cause now they're missing a place in my life like they ever had one
Never did
Never did until the knife was to my wrist
You want it slit?
I'll give you it
I don't know you people
I don't trust you people
F*ck a fake mob, f*ck a fake friend
I can't save them
I don't join groups, I won't feature you
I don't f*ck with Blxxdmoons, I don't even know you
So f*ck
F*ck an underground, I own my main sounds
F*ck a mainstream, they can chase me
I don't chase trends, I don't have friends
I don't need them
I gave up on humbly stumbling through life
You gotta decide and pick up the knife
Swallow all your pride and take a dive at the same time
Desperate for a change
I just need to wake up (Gonna break myself)
Gonna break myself
Before I move out of state, can I get a second?