The Trauma Box - wishing for an afterlife Lyrics

Did you rend your clothes
And shave your head
Let out a wail from the deepest depth
Of your broken heart
Leaking out the remnants of your hopes
Did your legs give out
And throw you down
Did your eyes swell up
And fill with blood
Did you coat your head in ashes
And drench your liver in medicines
Did you lose a year of consciousness
Search your head for memories
To hold and protect
To cherish and regret
Did you search for me
Hope for repair
And find me staring back
Above the date of my death
Did you give a thought
To the friends you left
Did you know i'd pray to have you back
For one moment to say goodbye
I was wishing for an afterlife
I was wishing for an afterlife
Did you cover the mirrors
For seven days
For seven years
For the songs we would've made
Does it ever go away
Did you rend your clothes
And shave your head
Let out a wail from the deepest depths
Did your legs give out and throw you down
Does it ever go away