TraumaxQueen - Rationality : Disconnect (feat. Boundaries) Lyrics

I felt dread, when you got close to me
Rushing blood, my heart on my sleeve
Enamored with you
Crushing my dreams while I fall asleep

I see red through a colorless screen
Love in a sense, a kind of misery

How can you desire a feeling you loathe?
This passion I fear will be the last thing I know

Victimized by sensation
A feeling of devotion

Victimized by my own mind

"Enchanter"

Yet I submit to what makes me numb
And after all of this, you've won

I am a product of your cure, see me a picture of desire
And once your allure takes effect, you make rationality disconnect

This loss of breath, like a shot to my chest
Bleeding out, f*cking knife in my neck

Take it out, cut me free from your tether
Live to wonder I won't feel this way forever

I need to disconnect