Traveler - Collapse Lyrics

The walls around me started shrinking
My heart really started beating
Fast my tongue wasn't at all
My thoughts slipped and I had to leave
And I remember that Thursday
My broken mind collapsed on itself
And I still feel my old self crawling
All over my skin praying for a way
Now there's no longer a wall
Almost a hole in my wall
Almost a hole in my whiteboard
Almost a hole through my phone
Instead there was holes in my fists
And I remember that Monday
Praying I don't have a heart attack
And I could feel myself just clawing away
At everything that I'd collapsed from
And all there is, is a wall
You caught up to me, You called me back
Brought me where I didn't want to be
In a room, with loud beeps
People 'round, Just like me
And I don't see where the wreckage is at
And I can't be the same anymore
And I don't see what I can pick up at all
And I can't be strong for anyone else anymore