Honestly
I don't wanna be me
I wanna be the me that wants to be me
Honestly
I don't like myself
I like thinking myself a self loving self
Honestly
I haven't achieved anything
All I have are dreams haven't attained anything
Honestly
It's kind of hard for me
Put a filter on to see what I wanna see
Oh can I be honest
Oh can I be honest
I've done my research
And the conclusion that I found is
I'm nothing special
Which means that I'm average
Better learn this lesson
Take the test and pass it
Stab myself in the back so many times
Shot myself in the foot so many times
Sold myself short so many times
All these regrets are wrecking my mind
I try to be better, can't get better
I try to get smarter, won't get smarter
I try to work harder, don't work harder
Everything's meaningless so why bother
Why bother it is what it is, it is what it is
Why bother it is what it is, it is what it is
Why bother it is what it is, it is what it is
Why bother it is what it is, it is what it is
Why bother, why bother I'm here to answer that question
Your father, your mother clearly gave you blessing
Why bother, why bother I'm here to answer that question
Your father your mother placed here to teach you lessons
Your sister your brother, your friends your lover
Given to you to make you stronger, you got to rely on each other
Why bother why bother, because the games not over
O You'll break, you'll fall apart but yet you'll still recover
Honestly
Just be you
Matter of fact become a better you
Honestly
Learn to love yourself
Matter of fact stanf up and hug yourself
Honestly
You just gotta believe
Look back and see how much you've achieved
Honestly
Open up your eyes
See the beauty between the lines