If I Was Video (MV)

Take this joint
You know what I'm saying man
Shit f*cked up doe man like
Like for these people to really love you out here man
You either gotta do one of three things man
It's like, you either gotta make it
Get locked up
Or you gotta die young, shit wicked
Man that's how that shit been man
Shit crazy
Ain't no love out here man
For real doe man
Long live my nigga Foster young

I hope the lord forgive me
For all I've done and all im bout to do
I stand on my own two
F*ck you and you
Keep it true
Only rock with a few
I'm part to blame
I can say i should've knew
I trusted people when I shouldn't have
Now you gotta feel my wrath
Shit starting to add up
I used to couldn't do the math
Thinking back on inner city blues
The pain up in them rhymes
Three different schools in a real short amount of time
It won't too many people there
I was a lonely dweller
Whole different story when they seen me breaking records
They wasn't there when I was down
Full of misery
But they was all showing face through a youngin victory
This shit be wicked
But I will not let it get to me
Ima just kill em in the booth
Make em sick of me
This for them youngins who was down against the odds
But now the same odds smiling at you
Time to the pull the card

If I was to die today
Please act the same way
That you did yesterday
Don't want your love if its fake
If I was to shine today
Don't act like you was always with me
I know the difference between 100 and 50
If I was to slip out my bag
Lose everything I had
And you showed me your back
Then keep it like that
If I was to rule the world
Man let me stop dreaming
You wouldn't know the definition
If I was the meaning

It's crazy what can happen in a year
Going through some shit will show you who is really there
On top of that
It'll make your fears disappear
Vision was blurred mane now It's all the way clear
I used to think i needed niggas
Now I stand alone
Before I drove
I used to walk them streets to get home
And some will say I changed up
Yeah I bet
Man I forgave you for that shit
But I will never forget
I'd rather have some real hate
Than some fake love
At least I know the hate gon' be there when push comes to shove
Put your family first
Never put no one above
But watch them too
Cause I was left hangin by my cuz, damn
Im isolated for the most part
The way these people operate done left me with a cold heart
If you ain't there through the ups and the downs
Then ima tell it to you straight
Stay the f*ck from around

If I was to die today
Please act the same way
That you did yesterday
Don't want your love if its fake
If I was to shine today
Don't act like you was always with me
I know the difference between 100 and 50
If I was to slip out my bag
Lose everything I had
And you showed me your back
Then keep it like that
If I was to rule the world
Man let me stop dreaming
You wouldn't know the definition
If I was the meaning