Bummer Video (MV)

There's a lot I wanna believe in but can't
No matter how hard I try, I've even been to the camps
I'm not a nonbeliever, I'm just not as invested
Maybe that's the reason that I haven't found success yet
It's just that the aura of it's been too excessive
I still pray, I just wish I had experienced it less aggressively
It kinda feels like my peers have been testing me
My biggest fears and insecurities are wrestling me
I don't think my old friends like me anymore
And now I'm shutting out the new ones just so I can be alone
Because the social interaction makes me feel like a disaster
Yet a close human connection is what I've been yearning after
Bummer

Every day I feel like I am wasting my time
Some days I fear that I am out of my mind
My emotions always get the best of me
Somebody please set me free

Every day I feel like I am wasting my time
Some days I fear that I am out of my mind
My emotions always get the best of me
Somebody please set me free

I used to be afraid of myself!
I swear to God, yo, I f*ckin' hated myself
I always acted like I wanted to be perfect, shit
The only level that I cared about was surface shit
Now I'm getting fired, thinking it was worth it
Man, they had me outside sweeping up the dirt and shit
Try to bear fruit like I bear my soul
People used to tell me I would make it when I left the school bleachers
All I needed was to go to school and get a damn degree
'Cause I'm never gonna make it as what I aspire to be
And back I college I'd be thinking that I shouldn't be there
People talk to me like I's a f*ckin' pre-k-er
Oh well

Every day I feel like I am wasting my time
Some days I fear that I am out of my mind
My emotions always get the best of me
Somebody please set me free

Every day I feel like I am wasting my time
Some days I fear that I am out of my mind
My emotions always get the best of me
Somebody please set me free