Tree Boy - Wishing Lyrics

This is for my oh
This is for my oh lord sexy thing
She my whole world
This is for my oh
This is for my oh lord sexy thing
She my whole world

This is for my oh
Running it up, I was born in 04
Born with what I needed but I still just wanted more
More than a roof and a bed and a floor
Skip past to 08
Pretty well off still got food on my plate
In a new country I could never contemplate
Didn't know what to do so all I did was create
First started drawing, that was all pretty tame
Went and did music 'cause my dad did the same
Later gave up 'cause it was all getting lame
And yet I still craved that feeling of fame
And here I am now, I'm still craving that feeling
But still I don't know if I'm stuck and I'm dreaming
Sometimes it's so distant and that dream is fleeting
I try and ignore it and stare at my ceiling
Ignore all my feelings, hope they go away
Sadness don't stay, I pray everyday
To not throwaway, the progress I've made
And not look on my music and see just dismay
I don't even know if I like what I make
I lie in my bed and see nothing but hate
To the music that I spent so much time to create
So I lose motivation and release it too late
I refuse to listen to the songs that I've made
In case that I see nothing more than destain
So I'mma keep at it, again again
And make music that I love and not look back and complain
Some say I'm not improving and to them I'd disagree
I'm still trying to be the best that I can always be
I've hurt so many people and their hurt was all me
And to all of those people, I'd like to say sorry

This is for my oh
This is for my oh lord sexy thing
She my whole world
This is for my oh
This is for my oh lord sexy thing
She my whole world
This is for my oh
This is for my oh lord sexy thing
She my whole world
This is for my oh
This is for my oh lord sexy thing
She my whole world

Wish I had more people I could die for
Wish that I could go and live my life more
Wish that I could sell a sold out live tour
Wish I had more people I could cry for
I find myself doing a whole lot of wishing
But notice the results that I dream of are missing
So I think back and I start reminiscing
To a time where I didn't make the music that I'm dissing
I think to a time filled with childhood naivety
Where I felt I could be whoever I want to be
Instead I'm trapped to choose the job that makes the most money
Instead of the job that overall betters me
I wish, I wish so many things
I wish I could avoid the disappointment that it brings
When these wishes don't come true, feel like a puppet on some strings
Maybe I should just stop wishing