Tree Museum - Where to Begin Lyrics

Lately in my sleep
I'm talking to a nice girl
With blue jeans and blonde hair
And she thinks that it's sweet
I tried to get some time off last week
But it fell through

I don't trust myself to love again
Cuz somebody else's heart is still holding me back
And it could take years to settle in
But I'm gonna be honest this time
I don't know where to begin

And when I come down
From another night of talking too much
And I like the way it feels a little rushed
"Hows every other weekend?"
The week ends and we can chill
And she stays calm
When it's fair for her to get a little mean
And I'm trying hard to stay on her team
I promise that it's okay
I'm alright, I'm okay

I don't trust myself to love again
Cuz somebody else's heart is still holding me back
And it could take years to settle in
But I'm gonna be honest this time
I don't know where to begin

Cuz it could take years to find again
I found a reason that was just my size

I don't trust myself to love again
With somebody else's heart still
Holding me back
And it could take years to find again
But I'm gonna be honest this time
I don't know where to begin