Used 2 It Video (MV)

I said, I got it in my head but now I'm going
The way I dealt with all this shit, it kept me growing
I ain't wanna talk about it no more, but I'm still flowing
All them times that I had learned, I'm still showing
The way I messed up a few times, I don't get it no more
And I told you everything, hope that you want me some more
I don't talk about my past, I'm still hurting
Whatever I got going on, we keep converting
And I'll tell you how I'm living, where I'm from we keep on go
How I'm supposed to feel alive? when sometimes I feel low
And I'm going at my own pace, but sometimes I got to wait
The way that I've been feeling, this shit got me losing weight
And I've been feeling so painless, cause I'm used to it
I graduated on my own, cause I'm used to it
I did it all on my own, cause I'm used to it
I had to give my all, cause I'm used to it
A lot of shit be in my head, I'm gon' solve it
Dealing with all this shit since I was a toddler
I was growing up every day, I ain't have no father
I'm speaking from the heart, I'm being honest
They tell me to speak up and tell them how I feel
When my granny died, I swear to god I kept it real
And then my grandpa died, I swear it felt so unreal
I be going about my day, some shit I won't reveal
I'm telling you to listen, but you don't wanna listen
I ain't gonna speak up for you right now
Yeah we on a mission, we in competition
We be trying to find our love right now
I said, I got it in my head but now I'm going
The way I dealt with all this shit, it kept me growing
I ain't wanna talk about it no more, but I'm still flowing
All them times that I had learned, I'm still showing
The way I messed up a few times, I don't get it no more
And I told you everything, hope that you want me some more
I don't talk about my past, I'm still hurting
Whatever I got going on, we keep converting