I only spit my truth it hurts,
But I'm tryna be one with the universe,
Anti uniform,
Wish that more people expressed,
How they feel for real,
Clout antics,
Every year up the ante,
My emotions,
Exclusively expressed in each verse,
Don't feel in touch with my soul,
I ain't sold,
Cause the devil don't reimburse,
Record how I feel,
Drop a tape,
Live a bit,
Re-up,
And then drop again,
Everyone told me,
My dream was impossible,
But I look in the mirror,
And I think who is stopping him,
Who stopping them,
But themselves,
People act like,
They can't think for themselves,
I always felt that my life,
Had to play,
By the hand I was dealt,
I was frustrated as hell,
Then I said f*ck it,
Only got one life,
So on my momma,
I'mma run it up,
No more excuses,
No more stuck,
Drug myself out of the mud,
Shed my tears,
And shed my blood,
Shed my light on all the love,
Love for my family,
And love for my friends,
Love for the music,
And time that I've spend,
Struggling to make ends,
Told myself in the end,
It'd be worth it,
Even now as I'm workin,
The goal isn't perfect,
It's growth,
Up the only,
Direction I know,
Sometimes it's dips,
In the road,
Folks who I thought,
Was in the same mode,
Guess for real,
That it's each to their own,
But you don't throw,
Stones from the throne,
You throw at it,
I just continue flow,
Bad mouthing,
Ain't one of habits,
Pray for those who,
Doubted,
Back stabbed
Or just ghosted
Fronted they fake ass devotion,
When the pressure hit folded,
I'm off it,
F*ck aging,
Still toxic,
Done playing,
Ain't no hot boxing,
Only green,
That im tryna see,
Is this paper,
Know its comin mane,
Sooner then later I,
Hadda get away from that place,
Get away from that place,
Get away from that place I,
Hadda get away from that place,
Get away from that place,
Get away from that place I,
I'm just looking for balance,
Eight years I've obsessed,
Over what we call talent,
And what it takes to have it,
And if I have the stomach to get it,
Parents pushed a degree,
I ain't listen,
Foolish T followed dreams,
Without wishes,
I'd of drowned,
Can't tell if I'm swimming,
Failed so many times,
But I'm still living,
But I'm still,
But I'm still missing,
Shoot so many shots,
You'd think I was trippin,
Haters sayin stop,
Wish they'd stop bitchin,
Then again,
Every no,
Fuel my engine,
Never forget,
But forgive em,
Cause I wouldn't be here,
Without em,
And when they turn fan,
Ima miss em,
But know someone,
Always gon be doubting I,
Hadda get away from that place,
Get away from that place,
Get away from that place I,
Hadda get away from that place,
Get away from that place,
Get away from that place I,
Nineteen,
I dipped out Ohio,
And I landed in atlanta,
I was tryna come up,
Wasn't ready,
For the cameras,
Every night recorded,
Every night raising the standard
Twenty,
I had hit my lowest,
Let the money,
Change my manners,
I was tryna glow up,
In my room,
High cookin bangers,
Tired being broke,
Almost had joined up,
With some scammers,
Twenty one,
Progress way more steady,
Universe sending me answers
Forced myself to grow up,
Saying f*ck,
The glitz and glamour,
Twenty two,
I think I found myself,
I think I found myself,
I think I found myself,
I think I found,
I think I found myself,