And
I don't know where this is going
But
It has to mean
Something
Right
Yea yea
Look
Walking in the park
Just right after dark
Didn't notice Cupid had a dart
Aimed it at my heart
Hit me on the mark
Grew a spark
Then was torn apart
I was on the moon
Back on earth
Don't know where to start
Tired of writing songs 'bout how much I wanted you
I had all this love with no one to give it to
Now I'm working on saving money and paying dues
You never appreciate the wins if you never lose
Look
I need me a Renee
Kate Maria Drea Lissa Emily or Breshé
They don't know my intention so they just claim I'm simpin
I guess there's really no use in trying show how I'm different
And so I'm at this yellow light
Thinkin should I slow down
Or is this just a sign that I should probably go now
Trying to figure out what's best for me but I don't know how
All I know is God I need you
I'll do anything I need to
I need to
Aye
You're young live your life
That's just an excuse to run around
They're blinded by the fake personas had to dumb it down
And I am such an introvert I barely make a sound
I'm too late to the party by the time I come around
Thought I was trying to get in their pants
If I was I would've told you in advance
Look
I try not to follow social trends
Cuz if I did I'd be more heartless in the end
I mean
I'm trying to learn my lesson
But every answer that I get leads to another question
Cuz no one cares anymore that my heart was broke
And no one cares anymore how I try to cope
And would I be more famous if I said I'm selling dope
Or would I be more famous if I took this as a joke
Or would I be more famous if I said I had a gun
I'm waiting on this call but what if it never comes
Terrified of getting to where I'm not having fun
Someone told me you only meet the one for you once
Questioned if it's her or somebody I've yet to meet
Questioned if I'm just wasting time making these beats
Questioned if more than 10 kids will ever hear the message
Questioned if so and so would just answer if I texted
Questioning to following my dreams but at what cost
Questioned how to find myself if I'm the one that's lost