Yuh
Aye
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
Maybe I'm just trying to find my way home
Yo
Check the date on my G-Shock
Punch card in a time slot
While putting hours on a time card
Still thinking about what I want
Cause the day-to-day got me backtracked
PTSD don't want flashbacks
So it's notes down in my MacPad
With a flash drive and a backpack
So I'm sitting in this dark room
Scrutinized to a sharp tune
Ceiling shaped like a dark tomb
Only thing I hear is the walls move
Eyes low, they seeing dark views
Shadows on the wall like cartoons
Blinking, I'm thinking, I'm feeling, I'm stuck
About to go in, I'm just lighting it up
Need to stop thinking so negative
Anxiety, but no sedative
Debating on whether I'm actually needed
Ages, stages, passages, seasons
Hip-hop in my soul
Since the jit, feel I've been in the know
Keeping this shit occipital
Trying to take my shit international
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
Ain't myself, feel like the time be passing
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
Hate myself oh when my mind be lapsing
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
It's hard to dream when the nights keep passing
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
Cali dreaming where my mind be, yeah
From the Mariana to the Himalayas
Them highs and lows be make or break
I'm a jack of diamonds, pressure made
Cards on the table, I'm a Ace of Spades
Don't need a hint, got a hunch
Still learning currently from the was
Didn't know way back when I packed my lunch
Where this feeling of lack be coming from
No nonchalant, no fakeness
Basically on a space lift
Only taking it to the face if
It's rolled and I can get faded
Dot the T, cross my I's
Cross my heart, I lost my mind
Attention to deficits separate mine
Electing depression, connecting the time
Diagnosis, check the charts
Set the target, hit the mark
Set my sights beyond the stars
Hop in this spaceship, get out of my car
Hard times got me hard pressed
Like Mike and the 4th on a long stretch
Sewing up scarves from ajar stress
Like Kobe in a suit sitting on a bench
You know what it is, yeah, you already know
Ain't myself feel like the time be passing
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
Hate myself oh when my mind be lapsing
Yeah, you know what it is, yeah, you already know
It's hard to dream when the nights keep passing
You know what it is, yeah, you already know
Caribbeanna where I wanna be, yeah
Uh
That's where I wanna be, yeah
I said that's where I'm gonna be
World up in my hands up, oh
But it feel like it's on top of me
On the solar system, yeah
Hip-hop has been a part of me, yeah
On the solar system
Hip-hop always been a part of me, yeah
On the solar system
Hip-hop always been a part of me