Drunk and in love so it seemed
Happy and naive because you wanted me
So I left and I ran
Took your damn hand, wasn't part of the plan
Laughed to your buddy as he got out
Got me thinking this is what it's all about
This is what the kids are doing
This is just another night out
So I
Didn't stop you, but I said no a few times
Didn't phase you, terrifying look in your eyes
Pressuring and pushing
Saying baby please
Until I broke down, finally falling to my knees
Because why
At that time
When I'm just a woman who might die
Die
But you begged and you pleaded
And I was mislead
You were whispering things
Saying this is what you needed
And I wanted to get home
Because it was getting late
On a street I didn't know
But I knew I was not safe
Then you
Took me and you forced me down
I was praying to a god
How the hell can I get out
If I don't do this am I safe or am I trapped
He is drunk and he is angry, there's no way I'm getting back
But you don't see it that way
Because for you, I was just another easy stupid play
But how could I know at such a young age
That I shouldn't of trusted you
I should have just stayed
Not the fault of young women
It's the fault of learned ways
That man can get inside you if they pressure and they persuade
Got me thinking it's my fault almost 5 years after
Praying that my mom and dad don't ever hear about this chapter
And maybe you'll feel bad and realize it's too late
It doesn't matter at all what you say
Because as long as we keep living
Ignoring women
No we'll never be safe
If I do this, can I please get a ride home