Knees weak from all this wondering
What's it really for?
Head's blank post hundred pages
I'll pen a hundred more
Say "wait a minute, I was supposed to change"
But all the reasons left me with the mess they made
Cnd oh god, here we go again
I'll fix myself with another round
I can't come down, I'm a goner now
I'm two weeks in, no different
I don't feel anything but all the wounds i've self-inflicted
Heart's headed southbound
But i can't come down, i'm a goner now
The tree-speaker drunk's still out here
I stopped to say hello
Cnd i saw my friends on church street
They're grayer than before
"Hold up a minute though you're just like them -
You had to come here to remind yourself"
Cnd here we go again
I'll fix myself with another round
I can't come down, i'm a goner now
I'm two weeks in, no different
I don't feel anything but all the wounds i've self-inflicted
Heart's headed southbound
But i can't come down, i'm a goner now
I'll fix myself with another round
I'll stitch old seams just to tear 'em out
I'll find myself when i'm coming down
But oh my god, I'm a goner now
I'll fix myself with another round
I can't come down, I'm a goner now
I'm two weeks in, no different
I don't feel anything but all the wounds i've self-inflicted
Heart's headed southbound
But i can't come down, I'm a goner now