Trif - Mental Traffic Lyrics

Vibin in the car just tryna find my soul
Wrapped up in my hoodie winter weather getting cold
I been tryna find myself but I know it just wont happen
I'm swimming in my thoughts on the outside I'm just laughing
I guess I'm trapped in mental traffic

Do you know what its like having thoughts of a mad man
Shout out John Hamm cuz its all a bunch of actin
My sad face a classic the happy's my fashion
My friends say I took off but the plane keeps on crashin

Wake up everyday and I look in the mirror
Lemme tell you all summin I'm so tired of seeing
Me put on a happy face like I'm Joaquin Phoenix
I should break it to pieces
Tryna kill all these demons
They don't see me in the mirror
They just f*ck up my feelings
Have me questioning my faith
Where is God when I need him

I go to bed and I see um
I'm burning candles to keep um
Far away from my healing
But this wick keeps on peeling
I just keanu reeves it
Kill the lights now iI'm sleeping
I done lost my whole vision
Tryna find what I'm missin

I'm killin bottles like its nothin
This aint the position that I was in
Cant say its what I wanted
But its my fault I ended up in it

Vibin in the car just tryna find my soul
Wrapped up in my hoodie winter weather getting cold
I been tryna find myself but I know it just wont happen
I'm swimming in my thoughts on the outside I'm just laughing
I guess I'm trapped in mental traffic