Trina Chakrabarti - Your Monster Lyrics

I'm a little bit uncertain
A little bit messed up
A little bit forgotten
When things fall apart
A little bit too needy
Often misconstrued
But how is it that this time
I'm a little bit like you
Cause I wish I could be
The monster you think of me
Hiding right under your bed
Just waiting to ruin you
Shame you and punish you
Leave you for nothing but dead
All burden gets lifted
All truth go be damned
When it's all that you made in your head
It's harder to know things
And see when the show brings
The misery I have to tread
As the monster in your head
Monster inside of your head
Might just leave you for dead
I'm the monster inside of your head
What if just this once
You admit you did me wrong
Would that mean you could see
How messed up I'd have to be
If I really were that petty
And damn well insecure
When nothing will sink in
If it means you might lose something
Well too damn bad
(I wish I could be
The monster you think of me)
Hiding right under your bed
Just waiting to ruin you
Shame you and punish you
Leave you for nothing but dead
All burden gets lifted
All truth go be damned
When it's all that you made in your head
It's harder to know things
And see when the show brings
The misery I have to tread
As the monster in your head
Monster inside of your head
Might leave you for dead
I'm the monster inside of your head
So tell me was it all worth it
To blame me
I hope that you're comfortable now
Cause why would you say something
When it's so easy to let me drown
Cause I wish I could be
The monster you think of me
Hiding right under your bed
Just waiting to ruin you
Shame you and punish you
Leave you for nothing but dead
All burden gets lifted
All truth go be damned
When it's all that you made in your head
It's harder to know things
And see when the show brings
The misery I have to tread
As the monster in your head
Monster inside of your head
Might just leave you for dead
I'm the monster inside of your head
Forgive me for thinking
That years of unwavering
Trust might be worth it instead
So make me your monster
But know that deep under
Your guilt will be keeping me fed