Trinidad - HEAVEN KNOWS Lyrics

I try
I try
I
I tried
I tried
Heaven knows I tried
Heaven knows I tried
I try my whole life
You stay by my side
But you can't see my side
I know eyes don't lie
But maybe I might
I can't to seem to figure out what you're on
I can't seem to figure out what i'm on
I don't trust my eyes so who am i to trust anyway
I close my eyes and wait to see if you are gonna stay
Now I'm alone
I'm on my own
When im alone
When im alone
Now I'm alone
I'm on my own
When im alone
Game over
Heaven knows I tried
I try my whole life
You stay by my side
But you can't see my side
I know eyes don't lie
But maybe I might
Say homie start to feel like I lived a couple lives
My whole life done some many things you would've thought I had it right
Everyone I lost know how to keep me up at night
I done killed myself so many times I don't know how many lives I've lived at this point
Bout to light up this joint
My knees hurt
My arms weak
I feel
We was pourin up a couple drinks
Couple shots really gon make me think
My eyes
My eyes lie
To get to you
I went so far
To get to you
I went so far
Get clapped
My shit slap harder then old friends that give dap
Know dat
Stickin to the money like a post-it
Strike a pose when I post it
I'm slow coastin
Just warmin up the flow the pipes frozen
It took a second to count all my blessings
Took me a second to ponder these questions
My intuition be switching due to my inhibition
My whole mission to find myself in a new position
My prediction is written with precision
They know that Trini kinda different
But Familiar too
This a familiar view
I tried
Heaven knows I tried