Trinitite - Necrotic Heart Lyrics

I have changed in everything
Decay is starting from within
Broken pride and broken wings
Papercuts and needle stings
Things were different way before
Can't recognize myself anymore
Necrotic hearts will never heal
Never beat and never feel
There's nothing of that i'm so sure
It's ripping me apart
There is no way out there is no cure
For my necrotic heart
I don't know when this will end
Things i'll never comprehend
Broken pride and broken wings
Paper cuts and other things
Things will never be the same
I despise what i became
Open wounds too deep to heal
Pain is everything i feel
I'm hurting
I'm hating
I'm worthless
Degrading
I'm hoping
I'm praying
But constantly
I am failing
There's nothing of that i'm so sure
It's ripping me apart
There is no way out there is no cure
For my necrotic heart
Drops of loneliness escape my eyes
Falling stars of my black skies
The last tears of my weak and scarred
Of my necrotic heart
I can't take this anymore
This pain inside rips me apart
I tried but i just can't restore
My black and cold, my necrotic heart