Trinve - If Only You Knew Lyrics

Hey
Uh
Ooh, uh
Hmmm

If only you knew
How many times
Been telling that I'm clean (clean)
But in fact I was high
Sorry, baby, I didn't wanna make you cry (cry)
I cannot hold it inside (I can't)
Feed myself with pesticides
I thought you'd never find it out
No brain left - I rely on my heart
That's what I do when I'm offline
It's me - you just can't recognise
Sold my soul, hm, no refund
Is it real or not - nevermind
Huh (hmmm)

Forgive me (help)
Please, help me (me)
I need you more than you think (hey)
Believe me
I'm changing (I promised)
But you've already forgotten 'bout me

I've been running away from myself all my life
Finally ended up getting lost
Too many thoughts inside my brainbox
I just wanted to turn volume off
No matter what I say you don't trust me no more
I didn't wanna admit that it was my fault
Had to let it all go long ago
3AM on my own and I'm blowing on smoke
Without you I freeze in the cold
Aye
And I throw away all my sentiments
Can see you in my sleep, I'm dreaming
Need Time Machine to start from the beginning
I know, I'm blocked
But still remember your digits
Hard to breathe, please, open the window
(Hard to breathe, please, open the window)
How I miss times when you were near

You were near
Were near
You were near
Here, here
Were here
Near
You were near
Here, here

If only you knew
How many times
Been telling that I'm clean
But in fact I was high
Sorry, baby, I didn't wanna make you cry (cry)
I cannot hold it inside
Feed myself with pesticides
I thought you'd never find it out
No brain left - I rely on my heart
That's what I do when I'm offline
It's me - you just can't recognise
Sold my soul, hm, no refund
Is it real or not - nevermind
Huh (hmmm)