See me in the night with the willow
See me in the back with the pillow
See me in my past in them olden day's
Now i just realized iv'e been fading away
What is coming next aint really new to me
What i do next wouldnt be real to me
What my mum said makes it ill to me
Ill to me
Ill to meeee
My mind's racings
Life takens
Some turns for the worse
I try face it
But get nothing but a face full of burns
I need something
Some substance
To keep me hunting
Maybe a hug
Or a thousand drugs
To keep me from jumping
Maybe they make me leap
Leave me splattered on the street
Maybe there the savoir
Angels without the need to speak
Maybe they posses your soul
As your layed to waste
Send you to the darkest hole
With nothing but a wish to escape
I've been thinking yeah
Drifting in amongst with the living
I've been giving this life
For a mission
Not be sitting alone
Smashing cones
To a rhythm
To grow to a size that is limitless
That is infinite
But I'm struggling to see a brighter tomorrow
Leaving me feeling hollow
Like already I've hit the bottom
No one to follow I wonder
And ponder for hours
In a direction that's quickly heading to sour
I gather my thoughts to form a source of happiness
Then Grip it tight hold it like a packed quart of cannabis
That's when you truly know what matters is
I'm just product of one f*ckin scattered kid
There's millions just like me
For some time I wonder what life could be
I look down and appreciate at what I've got
Certain People who I believe love me lots
They would die in a blink of an eye
For their lives over mine
How Could you predict
Such a thing
It blows my f*cking mind
So I'll climb now till my fingers grind down
Till I reach my prime sound
That I'm searching to find
A collection that lets me recollect
The seconds that have meant
The very best and the rest that has sent
My head beyonds to the depths
Left my thoughts knotted and tied so over time
I Jotted some lines hoping to try open this focus
Just To keep me going so I'm rowing this boat
Untill we cross all the oceans no point moping
Choking on the smoke on my lonesome
I'm just Tryna cope
Thinking I'm alone and im broken nah
I make a scar in the devil's heart
So you better ask him
When you pass him
If was really that hard
To pull the pieces apart
To give this life a second chance
Let it start man by coming out the dark