To be grown and jaded
26 years of disillusionment
My daddy quit his wife and kids relationship
Time passed, with a father absent
Now I'm 33
Childless
No f*cks given
Cause what a time to live in
Distractions, technology and sin
Instant worship or judgement
Like culture is toxic
Makes me an anti-social prick
Criticized by sycophantic hypocrites
Obsessed with their fame and status
Trolls are facetious
Life is a TV show
If I act foolish
Get cancelled quick
People are full of bullshit
Yeah people are full of bullshit
Black skin got me hated
I ain't got time to stumble
Behind cold metal bars
Jailbird negros remain troubled
No f*cks given
By vindictive judges
Now if I look suspicious
I could get killed or locked in prison
Currently at 33
Stay home work on my mission
Until I earn mass attention
Noisy sirens blare persistent
Boys in blues, gangbangers too
I don't f*cks with em'
Mommy taught me stay resilient
From ignorance, apathy, nonsense
The streets are nothing but bullshit
Stoned elation
White smoke I puff
Liberally my love and I
Smoke cannabus
No f*cks given
Our bedroom reeks of pot and potpourri
High but i the need more cbd, thc
Because I'm an addict at 33
In a state of arrested development
Slow to grow my skillset
Still ain't good enough yet
Tough decisions stick
Make a few sacrifices
Burn some bridges
I best keep in touch with loved ones
Before the end
Try to make amends
Still procrastinating
I'm so full of bullshit