They laugh at the art
Yeah
Sit in the car and play with the fire
I'm out of my fuel, the end of my rope
I hope they don't see that the day I expire
Let's go for a ride, maybe I'll swerve
Maybe I'll die, maybe I'll learn
Maybe the people who say they don't like this don't understand
They don't depict all my worth
I'm feeling so off, feel like I'm insane
I wanna be cured but I'm better in pain
The ones who would laugh, one quick to point
Probably just mad cause I'm doing the maze
This shit is so sad, shit is so rude
Shit is gonna change, sadly not soon
I'm feeling awfully lost in my rage
It's feeling awfully hard to produce
Feeling so bad you see
Weigh out the strategies
They think the only thing I will become is something that the maggots eat
Don't crave the magazines
Man look at this craft and how it unravels me
I've just been thinking about the approach
What will they think of me when I just go
All of my pictures end up in the garbage and they're left with only the music I wrote
Shit that I think about
Who can I be around
Who will go pick me up when they can see I'm down
Who'll let me dream aloud
Who can I be without
I had a hard time but damn I can see them now
Shit is so crazy, go off of a script
Time is so hazy, better not miss
Shit is my baby
This is all I can see, nothing is perfect but this is what made me
I've been thinking about all the things I outta do
While I'm looking in the mirror this is all for you
So tell me why, would I care if someone tells me I changed
That's what I say to myself, I think you're a little bit late
I see the scare, when do I bleed
I do it all, all for the team
Ones I don't have yet and ones that I do
You self absorbed people don't know what I mean
Haley and John
Madz and Mom
Dad and Jonny I'll have em all
Solid and straight, one day I'll be great
Even if it calls for padded walls
I might go drive and keep my eyes closed
If I do die then who cry the most
Day that I win who reaches their hand
I'll give a prize to who lies the most
Say it out loud, I had some people here tearing my down
Tell me I'm trash, say that they'll pray for me, I stay away from these
Strike down the ones who act holier than thou
I feel like I'm back with a wrath
Yeah
Had it I'm gassed
Stabbing at topics just drop it I'll probably go snap if you ask
I should be in class don't question the path
People go change, people go lie
Demise, question the time with mine
Inside ain't right the rhymes I write
Expose way more than meets the eye
I'll beat the odds
I've been so broke
Aiming my anger, no hope in the scope
As I'm poking at wounds it's like poking a bear
It's a joke to you people switch off of my show
When will I lash out, when will I grab crowns
Each bar is Raw every verse gets a SmackDown
Goodbye the past, turn on some Russ
Watched them all Flip, I hate how they Act Now
I'm not surprised, don't come by and say sorry
Ya'll chasing the drama like cameras on Maury
I had Pencil Practice I picked up the Pitchforks
Now none of you bitches could ever come harm me
It's better this way, hit all my targets with veteran aime
Break down my body and let it decay
Go as I came
I just want people to know what I made and hold it the same