Triton.K - Can't Sleep Lyrics

I just go think of the fear
I just go think of the doubt
I'm thinking these terrible things inside of my brain I'm tearing them out
I just need to smoke a little
Maybe I should douse the flame
Maybe I should shut up and go lay down
Maybe I should just kill the pain

Cause I can't sleep my mind just race
I just feel so out of place
Claustrophobic in myself
I just feel I'm out of space
I just need something to change
I can't wait for things to go
Inhaling gas like everyday
I need to reignite my soul

Maybe it will
Maybe it won't
I need a spark
I pray for hope
I feel lost at sea
My boats full of holes
When will I drown and let my grip go
I just don't know
Y'all gonna listen
Underdog shit Tyson V Liston
Been dreaming of things that's so darn vivid
I shoot for the stars I'm Armstrong with it
You couldn't pay me to quit now
I'm feeling sick you haters gonna sit down
Eight over a fifth I don't really sip now
I just go wonder when I'll leave this shit town
I often think will the pain go
Not chasing fame I like to hang low
Think I'd feel trapped feel like I'm strangled
Like here's all this money but happiness dangles

Yeah up at three
If I can't sleep then I daydream
Thinking about pain that I may see
I write these songs to feel I'm free
I jot these bars to help me cope
When I feel broken it gives me hope
When I'm awake it's picking me up
Loosens this rope that's wrapped on my throat
None of you get it
Yeah
Say it again man none of you get it
I'm proving my point just by painting my picture
If you do not like it bitch I do not listen
It could just be crickets for sixty one minutes
But if I do love it then why should I quit it
Bitches are chickens for not chasing visions
I'm Paul Engemann I'm pushing my limits

Yeah I just feel passionate
Grabbing the ladder when ya'll people passing it
Jabbin at me for the way that I dream
But give me five years and then try to laugh at it
I'm so erratic with all of my happiness
Anger will leave and then it'll come back again
Don't know what's happening
When will I snap again
When will I fall asleep
When will I gasp again

Melatonin mixed with a little grass
Hoping that I'm finally gonna stay asleep
Stop somebody pray for me
I think the devils kinda grown on me
He's got a hold on me
This ain't gonna be no broken dream
Ya'll be quoting me
Bow down till ya'll have broken knees
Off of spoken schemes
This is war for me
God knows

I'm in a race against time
I think I'm losing my mind
I just feel off
Snap at the drop of a dime
I think my happiness hides
In all of my misery I'm fishing for victory
I need my hand raised straight to the sky
I feel beat down I feel so drained
It's no question when I wonder why

I need relief when I can't breathe
My hand goes numb I'm barely seeing
Just a freak is all they see
I'm sitting alone while I'm repeating
Dude just breathe stop and breathe
Gotta leave this room before they pick on me
Nothing that I do is gonna set me free
Whether gasping in a room or I'm up at three

Cause I can't sleep my mind just race
I just feel so out of place
Claustrophobic in myself
I just feel I'm out of space
I just need something to change
I can't wait for things to go
Inhaling gas like everyday
I need to reignite my soul