T-Rog - Lost My Mind Lyrics

All they ever see is the rage not the pain
Once your painted a villain
It's you can never change
I don't want to have to keep feeling this way
I don't want to have to keep living this way
I'ma keep sipin I can't put down the drank
If I died now man I wonder what they say
I just lost my dog man I miss him everyday
Could have did more now I feel like I'm to blame
Crying out for help but no one ever came
You were so alone and now I feel the same
Yeah
I feel so ashamed
Now I feel like I'm to blame

You can't see my tears if I'm crying in rain
I won't let you down and I put that on ur name
I know ima make it I just got to find my way
I know once I make it they going try and ride my wave
Disrespect the gang and u goin end up in a grave
This rare breed welcome the fast lane
You can play with fire just don't get engulf in flames
I won't trade my soul for the money or the fame

What the hell was I drinking
How the hell did I end up here
Lost in the world, just trying my way back home
Cause home ain't home no moe
And it ain't been home in a long damn time
I damn near lost my soul
I damn near lost... my mind

She's lost in a maze
I'm off getting paid
She want me to stay
There ain't nothing here... for me
But pain and regret
You know how many night I spent
Working on a hit and still got shit
So you think I'ma quit or throw it all away for a bitch
I could have lost my life with them skripts
They try to write me off but that ain't in the script
Functioning alcoholic man I probably killed a 5th
I ain't give a f*ck the last time that I checked

Man this world is cold
Man this world is so sick
Look what it did to kels and she just hand a kid
I want to get high now I just want to live
I just want to win for my family and my friends
It'll always be the hooligans that's till the end
Memories I won't forget and bonds that can't be bent
They quick to forget what u did for them like wentz...