half alive Video (MV)

So it goes on, a maze without an end
A monster lies in my heart, how can I ascend?
There is no life without the consequences
I'm tangled up in a ceaseless web of hedges
I am going insane trying to remember my own name
Everywhere I go looks the same
And here I will stay
The world is spinning, and I don't know why
I'm not living, 'cause I'm too shy, I'm too shy
Oh I, I'm half alive
Like the night sky, I'm trying to survive
Live my life, and outlast the red light
I don't talk too much
I wish I spoke a little more
My thoughts are my own crutch
I wish I got out of the door
This anxiety is driving me off of the road
I'm taking the path not travelled all alone
And here I will stay
The world is spinning, and I don't know why
I'm not living, 'cause I'm too shy, I'm too shy
Oh I, I'm half alive
Like the night sky, I'm trying to survive
Live my life, and outlast the red light
An inferno rises, and I'm half alive
I wear a masked disguise, 'cause I'm half alive
I've witnessed moral crimes, and I'm half alive
We drop like flies, 'cause we're half alive
The world is spinning, and I don't know why
I'm not living, 'cause I'm too shy, I'm too shy
Oh I, I'm half alive
Like the night sky, I'm trying to survive
Live my life, and outlast the red light