Okay
All my thoughts I don't know where to center it or if I have control
All I know it's like one big wheel and down the hill it goes
I can't catch that and cannot keep up please Allah this is tuff
I really want out of this rut
I'm feeling stuck
Bad thoughts
That's overwhelming stuff
(Trash and nobody wants you)
Or my thoughts mm hmm
Depression eats you up
(Die Die DIE DIE )
Bad thoughts
Like life ain't worse enough
(Haha I laugh at cha I laugh at cha)
Bad thoughts
The white hairs pillin' up
I know I'm young but I'm looking 65 and plus (Old)
I'm just tryna gather all my thoughts hopefully an idea pops
So far I've been on to something
But all results showin' nothing
I'm in a desert hunting for something (Nah)
But I just need that one thing I wanna feel stable
Feel like I can and if I'm able
That joy would give me riches
And to that there is no label
But all that's a fable
And lately I've been feeling trashed
And now all I hear is laughs
Somebody drew a clown up on my plaque
Wait no that's just a picture of me
I get kicked a lot when I am in my needs
Sometimes I hate to breathe
I'll miss this world, but I really want to leave
Go get me a rope, wait I see a tree (Nah)
Maybe I shouldn't go that far
Maybe I'll find something to live for
It's just right now my feelings are sore
And I am feeling torn
I just want a reason to know why I was born
And how will my life take form
Am I destined to be poor
Is it too much to ask for more
I mean I will work for it
I know I ain't perfect
So do I deserve this
What I'm asking for cause I'm not sure
No not anymore
With these
Bad thoughts
Or my thoughts mm hmm
(Die Die DIE DIE)
Bad thoughts
Bad thoughts
If my thoughts controlled my actions There's no telling what could happen
Don't know if you've seen naruto
But deep within I feel trapped
To my best i can explain I am Kurama
My thoughts are the cage
And my patience has such strength
For it's the sealing justsu and Allah's the Hokage
That picture I hope you can now see it
Tryna to enjoy that happiness that's left so
Just believe it
(All these thoughts man)
Bad thoughts
That's overwhelming stuff
(Trash and nobody wants you)
Or my thoughts mm hmm
Depression eats you up
(Die Die DIE DIE )
Bad thoughts
Like life ain't worse enough
(Haha I laugh at cha I laugh at cha)
Bad thoughts
The white hairs pillin' up
I know I'm young but I'm looking 65 and plus (Old)
MAL MAL