MALIK COME GET ME
I Don't mind
I'm feeling trapped in my own mind
Don't wanna be left behind
At this point prefer to die
Hope someone can save me in time
Before I except my demise
Though there still fear for what is on the other side
There's something in me for my life That I would like to fight
But for now I'm losing sight
I see the end of the tunnel but trust me there's no light
I'm really not aight
Can't even for see the end of the night
It's just things aren't right
With all that I feel inside
I made my self happy for a bit
But now I only use lies
I used too much
Now I feel so bone dry
If this world's a matrix
Then I hate all sci-fi
There's been so many years I held it
In now I just wanna cry
I can careless about my pride
Don't believe me?
Then you can look me in my eyes
You will get back a souless glare in to yours
Your hair will soon turn white
Trust me I'm really trying
But it's not enough
I'm bout to fall I'm about to uh
I'm okay (No)
I had the will
Now not feeling right
(Help)
Wait Well
I don't mind
I don't mind
I am fine (Please)
Love or die
I'm feeling trapped
Energy zapped
Got jet lagged though I wasn't on a plane
But it checks out
I'm stuck in the past
But time still moves fast
Can't keep up
I will take the train
Uh ouch my brain
I feel insane
Or am I lame
In my own world I'm bout to blow up
I used all my life's Though life's not a game
Or am I playing
The kid controlling me don't seem to care
Swear it's not fair
I'm not prepared
Still feeling torn
Or are they just bored
Just feeling like trash
Still placed in last?
Man those days sad
Once feeling bad
World left me mad
Don't have that anger
I been left that
I make em laugh
I relapsed
They made me crash
I gave my all
They gave none back
Told me to pack
Sent me out livin' with the rats
And that is that (Uh)
Tired of so much criticism
With all of the sympathy gone
The only thing I am is apathetic to em
I'm okay (No)
I had the will
Now not feeling right
(Help)
Wait Well
I don't mind
I don't mind
I am fine (Please)
Love or die
I'm feeling slowly like a winner
Though I know my luck will turn sour in the ending
Always backwards bending
Barely feel different
I'm Tryna stay trending
Seems I'm still pending like
All the Massages I'm sending
Line is disconnected
But my phone has no recipients
Over 100 contacts
But no one to talk to
I vent to my best friend
But that's not enough to change what I'm in
Sorry I had to buffer
My internet's down cause
Bill wasn't paid
So now I just suffer
Off the 4g towering me
Like I am nothing an ant
Who works to live 'til next supper
But I am still hungry
And that still bugs me ha
Guess I made a funny
Though seriously I may cannot tell the future
Though most of it's action can be predicted
For results stay the same
So that ideas stuck in my brain
I know I can't trust you well
I will Leave
When I'm gone who will miss me
I won't be surprised if it's no one
You've already seen that in my eyes
Now To you
All I bid a good night cause well
(Help) I don't mind
I don't mind
I am fine (Please)
Love or die
MAL MAL